I used to believe that not speaking my mind meant I was showing maturity. And though there may be some validity to the proverb that reminds us “even a fool looks wise when he keeps his mouth shut,” I now see that one who talks isn’t necessarily a fool either. Over the years I’ve discovered some pretty amazing events that can happen as a result of not being afraid to look like a fool.
Here are a few that transpire when you refuse to speak what’s really in your heart:
1. People don’t get to know the real you.
When you never share your opinion (no matter how crazy or seemingly insignificant) no one gets to know who you really are. I’ve made up my mind that I’m gonna be the real me in real life AND online. If I’m not being my true self around people and they love me, who are they loving? Not the real me but only the part that I’m showing them. Maybe those of us who have a hard time accepting love from people are more to blame for not being our true selves so we can know those who love us are loving the TRUE us? Ever thought about that? When you are your authentic self, you get to finally find out who really wants to be your friend and who wants to remain acquaintances. I hate small talk and insignificant conversations. Life is short, cut out the chit chat about the weather and be yourself. You could never know who falls in love with the real you if you are only being a portion of you.
2. You may lose sight of the real you.
Or maybe you haven’t ever given yourself a chance to discover the real you?? If you’ve grown up concerned with what people think about your actions, words or social media posts, you are living in a self made prison. I don’t think I could convince you to take a step outside those barred doors to experience wide open spaces of freedom just by telling you how great and freeing it is. You just have to decide to try it to find out for yourself. The truth? You are free to be you right now. No need to wait for anything. Give it a try. You just might discover a beautiful “you” you have never known.
3. It keeps you living in fear.
Fear is just no good. No one experiences an enjoyable life when things are motivated by fear. I lived this way my whole life. I was always afraid of slipping up and therefore I had to micromanage my thoughts and actions. Sure that sounds “good” but it’s not freedom. It’s mentally exhausting. I wish I had known earlier that there was a better way to live – and had discovered my true self. Anything motivated by fear will hold you back. It takes some discernment at first to discover if fear is the core motivator of most of your actions and words, but once you discover that feeling, you recognize it in the future and go in the opposite direction whenever you feel it.
4. It keeps you worried with what people think about you.
Most of us, if we are honest, have done this more than not and it’s owned us and kept us from enjoying our lives. Don’t let it have another single moment of your thoughts. You are a unique expression of the Divine. No one can be a better you than you! Let me let you in on a secret: people are really dying to experience the real you and those that love you will celebrate your newfound freedom!
5. Injustice continues.
Injustice continues when good people do nothing. Your voice matters! Find a way to respectfully and honorably disagree with injustice and stand up for what you believe in. There are plenty of hidden and blatant injustices all around us. Be a voice for those who are victimized so that their story can be heard as well. Knowledge is power and when we speak up, we create a safe place for others to join in. For example, cyber bullying is a very real problem. When we speak out against it, it exposes it for the cruelty that it is and allows others to feel safer and empowers them to speak out as well.
There are also some beautiful (and at times, painful) side effects that may occur if you decide to speak up and share your mind. It’s important to know that most of these (if not all) are pretty inevitable and it’s good to prepare your heart for them. It is by no means an exhaustive list.
1. Your beliefs and opinions will be challenged.
Speaking out runs the risk of discovering that other’s opinions may potentially be more thought out and more sound than your current one. Decide to be flexible and teachable. Sharing your thoughts opens the “floor” for others to share theirs. If you hold your opinion and beliefs loosely, and allow others their right to have their own perspectives, the threat of needing to be “right” vanishes. You can freely listen to others ideas and not feel defensive. Not speaking out can definitely keep you further away from awkward or uncomfortable conversations and might seem like a good solution on the surface, but I can guarantee you that speaking up will accelerate growth in your heart and mind in faster ways as you train yourself to share but also listen to other points of view and not be close minded.
2. You may lose close friends… maybe even family if your now public ideals rub them the wrong way. For the most part, people like to hang around other like minded people. In some regards it’s a wonderful way to not feel alone in your perspectives and beliefs, but in another it can create a very stagnant pool of reasoning. In arenas like this, new ideas are rarely introduced and if they are it’s usually snuffed out quickly because those thoughts are in the minority of the collective group. For this reason, growth happens at a snails pace and those who introduce differing perspectives typically get the boot from that community…or at the very least, emotionally shunned especially if their ideas are considered too far “out there.”
Once you begin speaking out you will discover many people liked the “old you” better because it didn’t really challenge their current thinking and therefore they choose to stop associating with the “new you” that has refused to stay silent any longer. Some people are ok with your thoughts if they stay “over coffee” but feel threatened once they take on a bold or outspoken stance in public arenas. This is good news, though it can feel excruciatingly painful at the time. I don’t know about you, but I would rather be around people that like the more honest me that challenges the status quo and isn’t afraid to be stretched by differing ideas than the ones who would rather me stifle any parts of me to make them feel more comfortable.
Staying in a mindset of forgiveness and having a “face like flint” when it comes to maintaining the “real you” will help guide you through those painful times. Just know, you are not alone and the pain will gradually subside as you find others who absolutely adore the genuine you coming to the surface. Those who walked away? It’s their most tragic loss but your authenticity is humanity’s extravagant and wondrous gain!
3. You will acquire new friends that love the real you.
There’s nothing better than having people who like being your friend with no pretense. You will find that you are no longer always trying to be a better version of yourself for their sakes, but instead are free to be yourself, flaws and all. When this happens you begin to experience being loved and accepted exactly as you are. This is an honesty that creates the must needed foundation for a healthy relational life.
4. You discover that you are not a nobody, but most definitely a very special somebody – and when you’ve discovered it, you are able to see everyone else as beautifully special as well.
Speaking out honestly, helps others who have felt silenced find their voice. Don’t ever underestimate the influence you can have on even just one person. I could never have imagined that so many people would have contacted me to thank me for just being myself. I’ve felt like a nobody my entire life, and now I’m realizing that most everyone feels this way at least once in their life, but most probably do more oft than not. When fear keeps our hearts imprisoned it’s comforting and brings us hope to hear someone boldly speaking the quiet recesses of our heart. So go on a journey and let people tag along for the ride. There are gonna be the haters, the judgers, the scoffers, the lovers, the receivers and the lurkers. But as the courageous Taylor Swift says “you gotta shake it off” and continue following the way of love and journey into becoming more true to who you are. It’s so worth it. I promise.
5. You find you love yourself a whole lot more.
Oh boy!! Way way more! In fact I hated myself when I was keeping silent and stuffing down what was inside me. It was literally killing me from the inside out. Loving yourself is the base of all love. To love others as you love yourself, you must first discover how to love yourself. It’s not the easiest journey, but the most rewarding one!
I hope this has given you some very real reasons why being courageous enough to share your heart with others is more important than idle chitchat on Sunday mornings or at your local church BBQ’s. Humanity wants to get to know the real you – all the time!
Go discover the reverberated facet of the Divine only you can portray! All of creation is expectantly waiting to experience the unveiling and healing power of your True expressed Divine Self.
The benefits far outweigh the costs, so……what are you waiting for?